So…. That profile picture. I’m going to justify my decision to use it then change it very soon for a more edifying one.
Basically, I have a very low rate of readership here on blogger probably because I’m rather inconsistent with my output. I took said photo, included in the post for reference m’lud, only in May this year on a post evening dog walk, make-up inspired whim & made some really lovely Instagram posts from the evenings creativity.
In fact it was the spontaneous creativity that I was so pleased with, but also I had taken a 15£ combination of junk clothing & got several great photos where my 56 yr seniority was reducing to nought for a glamgran second of playful endeavour & enjoyment.
I do not go out, not for such a long time, I have several reasons/excuses but I don’t go out. There are very odd exceptions to that but it’s pretty much been my life a very long time. I’m an old festival type spirit at heart but having dogs for 17 yrs which undoubtedly is a mental health life saver put a complete damper on festivals for me. I’m not a seducer type of BPD now I’m in remission, I definitely was as a young woman but I have been single this last 13 years & I’m really happy to remain so. It’s how I personally healed my BPD which in turn stopped my Bipolar wheel turning, so it was absolutely worth it. Currently I don’t even know if my stuff still works lol 😂 that was rude, but other post meno ladies will appreciate 😅🤷♀️🌈
So. Yes, dramatic erratic, which is a common descriptor for the Cluster B personality disorders as a group, yes you could say that about those photos on Instagram, especially this one chosen for my blogger profile, but it was consciously done & soon it will be consciously changed to one more suited to a sober subject.
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